Feeling lonely..

Last night while I'm having a little chat with my hubby in Japan, i could hardly realized how much i miss his presence.. I feel so lonely at times every time I wake up and no one is beside me to comfort me when I'm cold and greet me the beautiful morning..

Yes! We can often talk in a day and night but only in front of the computer and i couldn't touch his face or hands and even kiss when i feel like doing it. I misses taking care of him and being cared in return, especially the massage thing... Sometimes i wonder why it has to be this way.. This wasn't what i had been dreaming of. Yet, i guess there's nothing i can do about it either because he needed to work far from us his family in order to provide us our needs. He is a responsible father to our children... and he do his responsibilities well in our family.. the thing that is lacking is our relationship together. Being far from each other makes it worse. Sometimes i cry myself to sleep, dreaming of him beside me.. i wish i could be beside him.

Anyway, maybe all i can do now is hope and pray he'd come back soon... I don't want to missed more days and nights without him beside me..having good times chatting with coffee.

God bless you all!
Have a nice day...c",)