Moving to Penang

Night view from our veranda

Siblings

Family's favorite activity together

Mother's day celebration

Meal time @ home

It was a sudden twist in our lifetime that this opportunity came in our family. Since my hubby got his luck at work here in penang he decided to moved us here, start the life together as one " happy family " as my daughter yuri used to say. It is a once in a lifetime chance for us to live together in such comfortable way.. Everything seemed right. This can be my dream coming true.. But its not just all the good things are pouring in... We also had to make adjustment and cope with this country's culture. For me it is a tough job considering to live with 3 kids and attending all to them giving care and loving them as well.. Being a full time mom and a wife too is so much difficult to fulfill. This role in my family's life is very critical. But thanks to my partner in life, my very good supporter, my hubby for life, it made us all live easy. He is such a vibrant, very much responsible man. I love him even more. He is such a caring father to our children and a loving husband. Im thankful for this blessing in our life. I could never ask for more but only God's guidance in our life. Penang is a place where we can live peacefully in harmony. Give our children best education as well and can eat whatever we want.. Learning and putting it on the act to be a better person is my goal here.. Keeping the harmony in the family and making our life more meaningful is what i seem to really care.. Although i missed our home in philippines i still consider  doing all my responsibility to my parents by giving them a call or message everyday. My hubby also supports their living. Im really very lucky to have a perfect partner in life... That's all i can say for now. 'Till next update. Bye.

My precious gift and the life ahead..

Every morning as i wake up.. this is the scene i see when i open my eyes.. my wonderful children the blessing i got from God. I never thought i would have them thinking and considering the past. But i am blessed and i have no regret having them beside me. They are a part of me. My life is dedicated to them.. as their mother i want to surely give them the love and care they need. Raise them together with my other half. Their dad is as supportive and a good provider.. i can say we are one happy family.

Roads might get rough and our journey will be wavy but one thing is for sure... we hold on to each other. Because love is present and we care so much with each other. This i consider as God's greatest gift that is why i will treasure them most with all my life.

And now were getting ready on a journey which will change our path again. Wishing us goodluck in this journey and may we keep our family much more stronger. Another chapter will be written in our book of life.. i wish to write it in a pencil so that i can be sharpen with the trials to come and struggle to make a mark that will be solid thru time but when mistakes comes on the way we can always use the eraser to correct our mistakes and rewrite again. Life is full of second chances.. it is always that way. We live and lead our own journey but we ask God to hold and guide us when we write our life. I have my faith on my creator he will be with us till the end. I surrender my life and let Him lead the way. I follow and carry the cross on my shoulder no matter how heavy it can be. I trust in the Lord.

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Feeling Weak..

I am in a black and white mood right now.. either of it dont defines happiness nor sadness. Its a complicated feelings i guess. Its just that i feel so down and troubled by many things and the responsibility is knocking me out. Being a wife. A mother of 3 kids. And a daughter and sister to my family. This task i have to conquer were all heavy in my shoulder. My knees were bending as more responsibility were pouring. I feel like dying out anytime soon. Headaches almost all day today. Got too much task being asked of me.. but hey! Im just a human. Capable of getting tired of all this work and the task your asking me. I wish i had enough resources to give all they need. And for me to be able to feel much better.. but thats it another problem is where to get more resources. Its hard and difficult to raise a big family.. Could somebody please help me. I want to get back on my knees. If only i can still work on my own and make my own resources... maybe it will be better. I dont want to be of burden and always be blamed in the end. The place and position i have now is the toughess job maybe. Sometimes i dont know which is much better.. being alone or being with someone to share all this responsibility. We can be happy and sad sometimes. Or i can be alone and fulfilled somehow. I wish my worries will end soon and we can all move on to live a peaceful life.

That's all! Goodnight.

monskie116