God bless you all! Have a nice day...c",)
July 7, 2010
LOSING THE LOVE
Nobody can tell when would someone lose his/her love for someone..There are few circumstances when you cant explain it all by yourself how the love has gone. Same as how you find to love that person. But there are also some few situation how someone lose his/her love for the person they had love so much before, there were realization on a certain matter that you two wont be able to make it together no matter how hard you try. Or maybe there is a third party..sometimes financial matter also count. If both need not to talk about the issue then it will slowly rust their relationship. Maybe rules should be implemented in their own comfortable way. Like spending time together. Discussing each problem individually and both issues. Well, as to my point of view, A woman loses her love on her man if he is irresponsible, being secretive, doing things his way, not giving enough attention and not setting priority with what is more important, easy come easy go, easy-go-lucky attitude, not doing what had been promise, not planning well of the future and most importantly not sharing his thought to her.. whatever it is that he is planning or thinking to do. So when a woman finds it out, they would fall on to arguments, which could be avoided in the first place.. if only they make a healthy conversation. Both should make some understanding at each others feeling. Maybe all of us that is in a relationship should practice this healthy conversation. We should first put God at the center, means praying together if need to discuss delicate matter that can threaten the relationship. Asking for God’s guidance to make us think and comes out with the best decision. Always have our faith, and everything would be alright! Man should also remember that caring his partner in life would come to a priority, next are the children when they have..then their Job! This is how he can make her happy and satisfied! I can say cause Im a woman.. About Man’s need, all i know is as long as your not nagging at him and takes care of him always, pleasing him even the smallest and little things they do for you, showing your appreciation for the sacrifices and effort they make would make them happy more than enough! Giving all your time and making him feel that you need him could boost on their male ego..and would make them strive more to make you happy and satisfied physically and emotionally! Right guys? I wish everybody whose in a relationship to persist and be happy with their partner, if not then just try your best and give what you can give doing the best you can do..for your relationship to work! Thats all..Im also following this steps and wishing for it to work out...Lets all pray together! Put God always in our hearts and we’ll find the answers to our questions...Have a happy day!
June 15, 2010
Sometimes i think...
There are times when i feel a lot of confusion, sometimes i can’t even believe things are happening so fast..everything and everyone changes..well, i still couldn’t cope in this kind of environment. Just like right now, Im talking again and chatting with my husband always the same routine, nothing much to talk about sometimes but we still have to talk as if it is our duty with each other, and thats because were far apart..sometimes we talk of uncommon ideas that we shared, although some of the topic were nonsense..its just that we have to make the conversation alive. Im not much of the talking type of person but i love to listen from someone who talk much like my husband..who stimulates my mind and my presence.
I wonder why, what if were not yet married until now? what could we be now? will there be changes in our feelings for each other? will he feel responsible as it is right now? what could he be doing when he feels lonely? hmm, maybe go out with a friend, preferably a filipina that he knows so well..who he can call on anytime. or go to a pachinko?! what would he do in his spare time? i wonder...i have known him as a faithful man..straight guy. and being paro-paro was really out of my thought until i had known what he had been doing and who he deals his time with, and sharing his love and passion. those were the days when i beat him emotionally, i was really gone mad and out of control. Because i hate liars. Its better to talk in honesty. Truth hurts but i can learn to accept. At least I am being aware right?
But then, love really conquer all. And when you truly, deeply love someone you would be able to accept him for who he was and forget about the past then forgive and forget. Its unbelievable sometimes why things happen when you least expect it.. maybe that was the greatest trial in our relationship that we had ever encounter..maybe that was our calling, his calling to settle down and stick to one woman, lucky that it was me.. he he he I just wish that right now he is totally honest with me in anything under the sun and even below the belt.. because now Im really happy with him. I had the man of my dream.. not exactly but he’ll try to be the one. He seems to be honest now and vices are gone, yet one thing i still dont like about him is SMOKING! i hope he’d stop it. Im worried of his health, i still want to keep him healthy as we grow old together.
Well, i really missed him..seeing him sleeping all alone, i want to run on his side and hug him so tight, i wish i could.. just to ease his tired feeling from working so hard.. i want to give him massage in the head..anything where he can relax. I want to be a full time wife.. i really wish were together now..Im a bit sad and lonely now.
I wonder why, what if were not yet married until now? what could we be now? will there be changes in our feelings for each other? will he feel responsible as it is right now? what could he be doing when he feels lonely? hmm, maybe go out with a friend, preferably a filipina that he knows so well..who he can call on anytime. or go to a pachinko?! what would he do in his spare time? i wonder...i have known him as a faithful man..straight guy. and being paro-paro was really out of my thought until i had known what he had been doing and who he deals his time with, and sharing his love and passion. those were the days when i beat him emotionally, i was really gone mad and out of control. Because i hate liars. Its better to talk in honesty. Truth hurts but i can learn to accept. At least I am being aware right?
But then, love really conquer all. And when you truly, deeply love someone you would be able to accept him for who he was and forget about the past then forgive and forget. Its unbelievable sometimes why things happen when you least expect it.. maybe that was the greatest trial in our relationship that we had ever encounter..maybe that was our calling, his calling to settle down and stick to one woman, lucky that it was me.. he he he I just wish that right now he is totally honest with me in anything under the sun and even below the belt.. because now Im really happy with him. I had the man of my dream.. not exactly but he’ll try to be the one. He seems to be honest now and vices are gone, yet one thing i still dont like about him is SMOKING! i hope he’d stop it. Im worried of his health, i still want to keep him healthy as we grow old together.
Well, i really missed him..seeing him sleeping all alone, i want to run on his side and hug him so tight, i wish i could.. just to ease his tired feeling from working so hard.. i want to give him massage in the head..anything where he can relax. I want to be a full time wife.. i really wish were together now..Im a bit sad and lonely now.
God bless you all! Have a nice day...c",)
June 1, 2010
Wondering thought...
This fast few days my thoughts had gone wondering about my life.. i had come to realized many things in my life now and appreciate all my blessings. But i also had so many worries and complains especially when it comes to my children’s health. Like yesterday yuri had constipation, its hard to see her pushing hard and crying a lot just to relieve her discomfort. She was shaking and body trembling a lot with cold sweats. I was really worried and feeling sick myself. I wish i can take yuri’s pain away. I hurriedly call her health doctor and asked for an advice, after giving me the instruction i ask my brother lhon to buy the medicine as soon as he can. I cant take it any longer to see her in pain and crying. After 3 hrs of comforting her she made it then, the medicine took effect. Now i can breath easily.. I decided to stop her solid food intake as it maybe the reason on her constipation. Its much better to give her fresh fruits. Thats also her doctor’s advice. I mail on Mark and tell him about yuri’s condition. He was also worried, but i must not bother him much because he was working.. so i was doing my best to settle it, but deep inside i was really in panic and needed him beside us at this moment. I was thankful that my family is here to assist me and give support. It was really helpful, if i were alone i wouldn’t know what to do. Now yuri is doing fine and recovering. although last night i could hardly sleep because she still have a bit of pains and constipating.. Today she could move her vowel normally. Such a relief for me. And because i was so tired and stress out i didn't notice i had fallen to sleep for 15 minutes and it was a deep sleep. Maybe because i was really tired. I wouldn’t had waken if it wasn’t because of my brother jhing’s presence he said there’s no gas to cook our food for lunch, and that mama ask for money to buy gas. I felt a sudden ache of pain in my head and got annoyed. Why do some people lacks on consideration.. when im tired and in the middle of resting myself they would bother me. I mean my mom could have thought on buying our gas considering that i was sleeping she knows that later i would pay her. But why still bother me, this things happen always and i was always in patience. How many times do i have to suffer this kind of treatment.. Im only asking for a little consideration.
Well, maybe some people really dont realized it until they were told or someone teach them these manners. But i realized it later that maybe they dont really mean to ruin my resting time it was just a bad timing.. still i hope my family could learn to be more considerate and act responsibly with their actions.. Im speaking my self out and it was just for my self pity. i have nothing against my family. They are equally as important as my own family. I love them all. Without them my life would be lacking and wont totally be happy. So, i wish that from this moment we could live our lives together in harmony.
But then again i really missed Mark. I wish to give him comfort, care and my love. I want to support him all i can. Be the best wife for him, if Im qualified!? i hope he’s happy too with me and wishing that he is also wanting me beside him. But he is not showy when it comes to expressing his love for me. He’s not also that verbal to speak of sweetness and flowering words to please me. But he always say i love you mahal ko.. he he he that would be my compliment for the whole days work as a mother..That’s all! sorry for the long waiting on my blogs update, Im really, a busy mom...
Well, maybe some people really dont realized it until they were told or someone teach them these manners. But i realized it later that maybe they dont really mean to ruin my resting time it was just a bad timing.. still i hope my family could learn to be more considerate and act responsibly with their actions.. Im speaking my self out and it was just for my self pity. i have nothing against my family. They are equally as important as my own family. I love them all. Without them my life would be lacking and wont totally be happy. So, i wish that from this moment we could live our lives together in harmony.
But then again i really missed Mark. I wish to give him comfort, care and my love. I want to support him all i can. Be the best wife for him, if Im qualified!? i hope he’s happy too with me and wishing that he is also wanting me beside him. But he is not showy when it comes to expressing his love for me. He’s not also that verbal to speak of sweetness and flowering words to please me. But he always say i love you mahal ko.. he he he that would be my compliment for the whole days work as a mother..That’s all! sorry for the long waiting on my blogs update, Im really, a busy mom...
God bless you all! Have a nice day...c",)
May 29, 2010
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May 19, 2010
My Sentiments for my country..
Philippines is my homeland and for 28 years of living here i can say that there are lots of changes happened..i remember when i was just 6 yrs old back then during my childhood, my mom would gave me 25 centavos to buy myself some candy. Comparing the amount as to this moment 25 centavos cant buy anything anymore..but still important and valuable because without it i can never have 50 cents or 1 peso and so on till it goes up to a million. Many had think it is worthless, some toss it on the road..or leave them behind. But when someone ask for help, some people wont give even a single centavo. I wonder why some people doesn’t realized its value..it represents the economy in our country. You can start to look at the daily necessity that we need to survive like foods and clothing, shelter, etc. most of this items were increasing in price. but why do some can still afford to toss coins on the road like 25 cents. i mean our down economy is reason enough to save in order to provide our needs..i just want to say that 25 cents is still valuable and needed to keep..
I hope that our Government could do something in our economic crises. If possible, if our new leaders could compensate in dealing with the investors from other country we should welcome them, yet we must also offer our resources and do business partners for the benefit of our country. Taxes must also be settled duly by a certain establishment.. if ever, the Government must prioritize in giving the jobless a work. Accept a lot of investors so many could work, and there would be less poverty in this country. If one would have a job, he can provide for his family and himself.. there would be lesser crime like holdup, bank robbery, kidnapping, killings, etc.. the bottom cause of this can be summarized from poverty itself.. because there are still lots of people that cant eat daily, it also affects the mentality of a person to commit a crime.. So i suggest that our new President could welcome more investors. Aside from building up a good relationship from other country it could also help build up our economy. i had an appreciation for the new investors coming in our country.. it gives me knowledge about them when Mark take me and yuri on his business trip in manila together with the other investors.. i realize what worth it can give to this country and its people.
And we, citizens of the philippines should start taking responsibility in our actions for the sake of our mother land. Starting from inside our houses, rules must be obeyed like throwing garbages at proper places and the right decomposing process must be exercise.. our health could also benefit from it.. remember that having a clean surrounding is healthy. Like cleaning your own body is healthy too. Maybe our government could provide some educational parapernallas in proper sanitation. Teaching from the youngest kids to those adult who were still lack in knowledge. I hope too that government can provide us proper education especially the children from poor family.. i hope they give them free education. This could really do some good changes in our country and could help it progress..
There’s still a lot of things i want to share.. better yet i must see first what can the government do and discuss it later.. Im not involve in any politics.. but this is just my political views of our country today. i hope new rules can be implemented and should favor in the benefit of the filipinos.. especially the poor families and jobless, uneducated people. They really need more support.. my sentiments ends here now!
I hope that our Government could do something in our economic crises. If possible, if our new leaders could compensate in dealing with the investors from other country we should welcome them, yet we must also offer our resources and do business partners for the benefit of our country. Taxes must also be settled duly by a certain establishment.. if ever, the Government must prioritize in giving the jobless a work. Accept a lot of investors so many could work, and there would be less poverty in this country. If one would have a job, he can provide for his family and himself.. there would be lesser crime like holdup, bank robbery, kidnapping, killings, etc.. the bottom cause of this can be summarized from poverty itself.. because there are still lots of people that cant eat daily, it also affects the mentality of a person to commit a crime.. So i suggest that our new President could welcome more investors. Aside from building up a good relationship from other country it could also help build up our economy. i had an appreciation for the new investors coming in our country.. it gives me knowledge about them when Mark take me and yuri on his business trip in manila together with the other investors.. i realize what worth it can give to this country and its people.
And we, citizens of the philippines should start taking responsibility in our actions for the sake of our mother land. Starting from inside our houses, rules must be obeyed like throwing garbages at proper places and the right decomposing process must be exercise.. our health could also benefit from it.. remember that having a clean surrounding is healthy. Like cleaning your own body is healthy too. Maybe our government could provide some educational parapernallas in proper sanitation. Teaching from the youngest kids to those adult who were still lack in knowledge. I hope too that government can provide us proper education especially the children from poor family.. i hope they give them free education. This could really do some good changes in our country and could help it progress..
There’s still a lot of things i want to share.. better yet i must see first what can the government do and discuss it later.. Im not involve in any politics.. but this is just my political views of our country today. i hope new rules can be implemented and should favor in the benefit of the filipinos.. especially the poor families and jobless, uneducated people. They really need more support.. my sentiments ends here now!
God bless you all! Have a nice day...c",)
May 15, 2010
My thoughts of Mark..
Never thought it would be this hard to part ways again with my love. It was On May 12 when he get back to Japan for his work. I really miss him now, but i know i should try to understand that his doing it for us too.. In keeping our family’s basic needs, he needs to be far from us and work hard. If only i could be with him there beside him to take care of him after his hard work..
I realized now how hard his work is being done..doing those electrical circuitry and soldering aside from doing a report and other paper work.. well, got a little disappointment too because his salary doesn’t justify his job.. I mean its really not fair. Very hard work and very low salary.. My God, where is the justice in labor for working hard employees. So, i thought of helping him by going back to my work as a tour guide and i had discussed about it with him yet he said its not yet time because yuri is still little.. he wants me to take care of our baby personally. Maybe he’s also worried bout my health and safety at work. Well, i understand his reasons and cant complain anymore. i would just do my job here..Be a full time mom and a wife.
Men sometimes are really hard to understand and Im also confused. Why would they want their wife to just stay at home and do nothing about working, and just taking care of the children? Maybe Mark would also let me work if yuri is not yet around. Well, maybe thats what his trying to point out to me. Maybe i could wait a little longer when Yuri grow up, maybe after a year. I hope Mark would let me work in the future.. We can discuss about time management then and some arrangement. It will work out. I want to strive for this family.. And i want to live our dreams coming true.. I hope Mark would stay here for good.. if he would put up their office branch in manila i would be able to help him in his paper work maybe.. lets say his own Personal Secretary.. that would be nice! And we wont be apart again.. Oh..i really dream of it.
Anyway, for now i can only think of our good relationship this time.. no fighting and worries again. Im learning to trust him.. And i can see his doing his effort to not to make me doubt again.. and he also lower his temper a little when i go asking bout his sidelines (means other woman), as of now i cant see anyone is going to ruin us. We love each other much more now than before.. and he assures me of his true feelings too towards me and Marilyn. So i guess i should just really trust him and our relationship.. right? Im also thankful for his loyalty to this family and in taking care of us..especially when he consider giving allowance to my two brothers and mom..that was really touchy and my heart felt happy.. I love his other side and i know he also have a kind heart...strict but kind i can say!!!
That’s all! Thank you for continue reading my blog...
I realized now how hard his work is being done..doing those electrical circuitry and soldering aside from doing a report and other paper work.. well, got a little disappointment too because his salary doesn’t justify his job.. I mean its really not fair. Very hard work and very low salary.. My God, where is the justice in labor for working hard employees. So, i thought of helping him by going back to my work as a tour guide and i had discussed about it with him yet he said its not yet time because yuri is still little.. he wants me to take care of our baby personally. Maybe he’s also worried bout my health and safety at work. Well, i understand his reasons and cant complain anymore. i would just do my job here..Be a full time mom and a wife.
Men sometimes are really hard to understand and Im also confused. Why would they want their wife to just stay at home and do nothing about working, and just taking care of the children? Maybe Mark would also let me work if yuri is not yet around. Well, maybe thats what his trying to point out to me. Maybe i could wait a little longer when Yuri grow up, maybe after a year. I hope Mark would let me work in the future.. We can discuss about time management then and some arrangement. It will work out. I want to strive for this family.. And i want to live our dreams coming true.. I hope Mark would stay here for good.. if he would put up their office branch in manila i would be able to help him in his paper work maybe.. lets say his own Personal Secretary.. that would be nice! And we wont be apart again.. Oh..i really dream of it.
Anyway, for now i can only think of our good relationship this time.. no fighting and worries again. Im learning to trust him.. And i can see his doing his effort to not to make me doubt again.. and he also lower his temper a little when i go asking bout his sidelines (means other woman), as of now i cant see anyone is going to ruin us. We love each other much more now than before.. and he assures me of his true feelings too towards me and Marilyn. So i guess i should just really trust him and our relationship.. right? Im also thankful for his loyalty to this family and in taking care of us..especially when he consider giving allowance to my two brothers and mom..that was really touchy and my heart felt happy.. I love his other side and i know he also have a kind heart...strict but kind i can say!!!
That’s all! Thank you for continue reading my blog...
God bless you all! Have a nice day...c",)
May 6, 2010
TOGETHER AGAIN
The day before my hubby come home i feel a bit of excitement, for 2 months straight he never come home to me.. i miss him so much! But i was also scared he would punish me for the things i did lately and our misunderstanding would continue. I don't want to fight anymore i just want to make his coming home memorable for us.. i promised myself that i wont be mad again at him this time...
The day has come, April 27 my hubby will be arriving soon.. i was at the airport waiting for my flight to manila i will soon see him. He will arrive earlier in manila so he said he would come for me at the terminal. I arrived on time and hurried up to go out of the terminal and see him waiting in one corner near the entrance. He sees me first and wave at me call me “Mahal here!” i smile with all my heart upon seeing him again. My heart was beating fast and greet him a kiss. Seems like he’s not mad anymore. We went to the taxi lane and waited for 15 minutes maybe.. go to hotel straight and check-in have our welcome drink. Mango juice.. its delicious and refreshing. Mark likes it. The room was ready now so we went on to rest and spend time together again.. But then he got this call from work and take his time, that just spoil my mood. The call finished at 6:30 p.m... we hurried went out to buy my personal thing the store might be closing soon so we went off like running and I'm dragging my feet.. atlast we find it still open..I'm feeling lucky. Then we went to buy some presents for Belle and Ann its a tricky toy yet not that expensive. After our little shopping i take him to a Japanese restaurant name Tanabe. The dishes they serve are really good and satisfying.. i can guarantee, Mark then ordered our dinner we had sashimi, yaki onigiri, miso soup, guindara, agedashi doufu, and two beers. All were delicious and Mark was really satisfied with the taste. He said its really a japanese taste that they serve. Yes i know cause its my favorite japanese restaurant in manila. Next thing we did after dinner was went for a walk at Baywalk.. it wasn’t actually the plan but we use the wrong road going back to the hotel.. since its the way going to baywalk we decided for a walk..after 15 minutes we went back to the hotel by taxi.. my feet strained and tired.
Inside our room we had our coffee went to bath together.. i love this moment just the two of us and no one bother. Lucky i didn't have Yuri with me or else we couldn't spend more time together intimately..im just happy. I can feel his care for me, we didn't argue of our misunderstanding lately..as if nothing had happen back then. We just stayed sweet at each other. I know he loves me too so much and he wanted to show it in any way possible. He’s so gentle with my heart now. like he doesn't want to hurt me anymore.. Now we sleep unsoundly ..were together again.
In the morning we woke up at 6:30 a.m., we are supposed to go to the airport at 7:30 cause our flight was on 10 a.m. in the morning. after packing our things we hurriedly check-out and went to the terminal. we finish checking in after 45 minutes maybe.. the staff that assisted the check-in counter was very slow.. its annoying and we were hungry.. we didn't have time for breakfast earlier.. we decided to eat our breakfast inside the terminal.. we went looking for Jollibee and ordered our coffee and burger. Then 30 minutes before boarding we go inside and waited at the gate assigned for our flight. we boarded on time but there were air traffic so the flight were delayed by 30 minutes. what a day?! i wanted to fly back home now and see if Yuri is doing fine without me..we arrived at 12 noon and my Dad was there waiting for us. I asked him to pick us up. The transportation was really tiring.. atlast we arrived at home by 1 p.m... feel so tired. To my surprised Yuri was doing fine and in good condition. Mark look at her and she then woke up. Maybe Mark was happy seeing our child.. its been a long time, i wonder what he would say about Yuri. The two were bonding... Yuri wasn’t that sensitive, anyone can carry her and she make approaches to anyone.
Thats all for now.. i will give time for this family to be stay happy!
The day has come, April 27 my hubby will be arriving soon.. i was at the airport waiting for my flight to manila i will soon see him. He will arrive earlier in manila so he said he would come for me at the terminal. I arrived on time and hurried up to go out of the terminal and see him waiting in one corner near the entrance. He sees me first and wave at me call me “Mahal here!” i smile with all my heart upon seeing him again. My heart was beating fast and greet him a kiss. Seems like he’s not mad anymore. We went to the taxi lane and waited for 15 minutes maybe.. go to hotel straight and check-in have our welcome drink. Mango juice.. its delicious and refreshing. Mark likes it. The room was ready now so we went on to rest and spend time together again.. But then he got this call from work and take his time, that just spoil my mood. The call finished at 6:30 p.m... we hurried went out to buy my personal thing the store might be closing soon so we went off like running and I'm dragging my feet.. atlast we find it still open..I'm feeling lucky. Then we went to buy some presents for Belle and Ann its a tricky toy yet not that expensive. After our little shopping i take him to a Japanese restaurant name Tanabe. The dishes they serve are really good and satisfying.. i can guarantee, Mark then ordered our dinner we had sashimi, yaki onigiri, miso soup, guindara, agedashi doufu, and two beers. All were delicious and Mark was really satisfied with the taste. He said its really a japanese taste that they serve. Yes i know cause its my favorite japanese restaurant in manila. Next thing we did after dinner was went for a walk at Baywalk.. it wasn’t actually the plan but we use the wrong road going back to the hotel.. since its the way going to baywalk we decided for a walk..after 15 minutes we went back to the hotel by taxi.. my feet strained and tired.
Inside our room we had our coffee went to bath together.. i love this moment just the two of us and no one bother. Lucky i didn't have Yuri with me or else we couldn't spend more time together intimately..im just happy. I can feel his care for me, we didn't argue of our misunderstanding lately..as if nothing had happen back then. We just stayed sweet at each other. I know he loves me too so much and he wanted to show it in any way possible. He’s so gentle with my heart now. like he doesn't want to hurt me anymore.. Now we sleep unsoundly ..were together again.
In the morning we woke up at 6:30 a.m., we are supposed to go to the airport at 7:30 cause our flight was on 10 a.m. in the morning. after packing our things we hurriedly check-out and went to the terminal. we finish checking in after 45 minutes maybe.. the staff that assisted the check-in counter was very slow.. its annoying and we were hungry.. we didn't have time for breakfast earlier.. we decided to eat our breakfast inside the terminal.. we went looking for Jollibee and ordered our coffee and burger. Then 30 minutes before boarding we go inside and waited at the gate assigned for our flight. we boarded on time but there were air traffic so the flight were delayed by 30 minutes. what a day?! i wanted to fly back home now and see if Yuri is doing fine without me..we arrived at 12 noon and my Dad was there waiting for us. I asked him to pick us up. The transportation was really tiring.. atlast we arrived at home by 1 p.m... feel so tired. To my surprised Yuri was doing fine and in good condition. Mark look at her and she then woke up. Maybe Mark was happy seeing our child.. its been a long time, i wonder what he would say about Yuri. The two were bonding... Yuri wasn’t that sensitive, anyone can carry her and she make approaches to anyone.
Thats all for now.. i will give time for this family to be stay happy!
God bless you all! Have a nice day...c",)
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