My philosophy on Covid-19

The Corona Virus which existed from Wuhan China last December 2019 and is now known as Covid-19 was uprising turmoil around the world. What really caused this virus to exist? Is it natural or man-made? How did it exist? Its been almost a year and half but this virus still causing a lot of troubles in whole humanity. What is the real agenda behind this massive pandemic that we are experiencing now. Our economy is hitting rock bottom and too many people died and still dying from this deadly virus. I have heard of a rumors that it is a bio-weapon that had leaked and gotten out of control. But this accident happens only once in Wuhan. Yet today and the new variants that are appearing were not an accident anymore. It had became an advanced strategy for the beneficiaries, the leaders, and some private organisations that has control over it. Including the medical industries. Who ever is behind this pandemic that are benefitting from this.
How come its spreading so easily and unknowingly in a certain spot of every country when high measures and travel bans were being implemented. Even with proper care and self hygiene awareness still this virus continues to spread. When it starts to get better in one country there goes another wave. And so i think maybe it is being planted. I think its not only the virus that needs to get studied, the proper authority must also investigate who's behind the scene, the one that control this war targeting all humanity. It can be possible whoever has more power, the most powerful people here in our world could be related to this matter. I hope that this war in pacing out humanity will be over. I hope children will be spared from all of this. Because children are our hope. God give us your merciful healing. Heal the world and make it a better place for all humanity.

Youtube (new hobby)

My dear readers i would like to announced to you that i am finally a YouTuber.. If you have time please kindly subscribe and follow my vlogs. Its all about our family life here overseas.

Here is the link below to my channel.⤵️⤵️⤵️

 Sweetmoms Vlog 

https://youtube.com/c/SweetmomsVlog

Thank you so much and God bless everyone.

Thinking of food?

Hi guys! Sorry for not posting lately about my life. In this pandemic situation we all suffer the same. Here in Penang there is an MCO meaning there is a lockdown and social distancing, working from home instead of going to the office. Days are passing without us realizing what date it is today. Those psychological, emotional and physical stress gives us anxiety and sometimes makes us feel frustrated. So i had thought of a way to escape my terror on being the victim of my own troubles. I found cooking my stress reliever. And i just want to share you some of my work. I hope everybody is safe and not feeling so down. Redirect your thoughts in a positive and productive ways. So im inviting you guys to watch my videos made to inspire you.
I hope you will like it and get some of my ideas. Fighting! Dont lose to Covid19. May God protect us all.🙏😇

For the recipe:
Simple Squid Pasta
Prep and cooking: 20 minutes

Ingredients:
300g Pasta spaghetti
400g squid (bite sized cut)
Black tint from squid
1 tbsp Olive oil
1 tbsp Garlic (minced)
1/2 cut of White onion (minced)
1 tbsp cooking wine
1 tbsp soy sauce
1 tbsp salted butter
Salt and black pepper ( put as desired taste)

check this link on How to cook?
https://youtu.be/3skZLotosec

For Stir-fry veges and minced pork
Prep and cook duration: 15 minutes

Ingredients:
400g minced pork
1 tbsp cooking oil
2 tbsp garlic
1/2 white onion
1/2 carrot cut thinly
1 tbsp soy sauce
1 tbsp oyster sauce
1/8 tsp salt
1/8 tsp fine black pepper
1 whole broccoli
1 tbsp cornstarch diluted in 2 tbsp water
10-12 pcs mini oyster mushroom

Check this link on How to cook?
https://youtu.be/oK1IPE1ueS4

Thats all guys! Thanks! Happy cooking.
I hope you like my recipe.
Its tasty and easy to do.

Dont forget to subscribe on my channel for more videos.
https://www.youtube.com/user/monskie116

My Husband's cooking!

https://youtu.be/HPifrI6N0X4 ▶️⬅️Pls click the link to watch the video on youtube.

Im a lucky wife for having a husband good at cooking. And im telling you he really cooked well and delicious,  sometimes its better than the one served at the restaurants. I hope someday we could get this into business. Crossing my fingers there 🤞. 

Please watch it till the end and dont forget to subscribed on my channel for more updated videos. Thanks in advanced for your support guys. Stay safe at home. This Covid19 pandemic shall passed. Keep praying. God bless us all.🙏😇

The bright side of Covid19

As we are all aware of these pandemic chaos which is  related to our health, we are taken into precautions to be more hygenic and observed self quarantine. The spread of these deadly virus affects more on the old-aged people and those with pre-existing health conditions. Everyone must take good care of themselves and avoid closer contacts to others. Although this covid19 restrains us from productivity it gives us good thoughts too. To reflect on ourselves and appreciate what matters most in our life. There are benefits that we gained from this situation. Traffic is gone, long queues are gone. Gas is affordable, bills extended. Kids are at home with their families, parents are home taking care of their children. Spending time, doing things and eating together. Fast-food replaced by home cooked meals, our hectic schedules replaced by naps. The air seems cleaner, the world is quieter. People are conscious about hygiene and health again. We finally listen to authorities and head home when they say so. Money doesn't seem to make the world go round anymore. And we now finally have time to stop and smell the roses. It seems like this Covid19 is a reset button for humanity. What do you think? We are all scared of death. Be it for ourself or one of our love ones. But i believed that only in God's mercy we can all be saved. Prayer is powerful and miracles do happen. I hope everyone can reflect on this situation now. This chaos will passed and we need to learn what we really need to learn. Look at the bright side of these covid19.

Family Short Escapade

https://youtu.be/Cu9ZK5-DW48

In life we need balance not only doing hardwork but finding time to relax and replenish oneself for another hard days of work. Chillin' in a nice and cozy hotel is one of our family's favorite. Its good for health and great for family bonding time. Try it sometimes. Give yourself a break too.. Its for the well-being of oneself.

Unnecessary thoughts

Lately been bothered by the words and gestures from someone in the past. And I know Im not supposed to feel this way towards him, but i must be honest atleast to myself that i am affected when he is saying the words I LOVE YOU to me. I mean that was way too late after 17 years. He keep on saying those words even if i dont reciprocate it. What good will it do in my present life, yes it makes me shiver hearing those words from him and his caring way of always thinking how am i doing. He's wishing to take care of me and wanting to do the things he did before for me like giving me a foot massage, cooking and sometimes doing my laundry. Taking me to places where i needed to go. Accompany me wherever i want to go. Keeping me around with his circle of friends. Being strict from time to time like a big brother to me. Getting jealous when I get closed to other boys of the same peer. All those times he said he valued it. He has kept it in his heart until now and forever. He said he wished to walked with me again in the mountains with the trees. Bring me to the beach where he used to Date me. All this words he is telling to me now. Its just a feeling of nostalgia. Im just confused why he only remember the good times the most. He forgot the vital part in our relationship, the time when he abandoned me with our child in my womb. That one was the crucial part of my life. And I will never forget that painful feeling.

But the reality is right in front of me now. I love my family and my husband. My family took me away from the darkness of my life. And I will not exchanged them for anything in this world. They are my world. I am thankful to God for giving me the opportunity to have my own family. And yet  this man is getting me involved in his ideal world. Imagining that I am his property and that we belong together. Just because we have a child. He couldn't even give his name to our child. He's pathetic. He dont own me. Maybe that was before i met my husband. I am confused with why he always keeps me in his thought. Telling me that he wished to see me again, that he wanted to spend time with me and he's bringing back the memories of the past. He said he misses me so much and my personality. He misses to hear my stories in life during our younger years, listening to my dreams and aspirations. He said he misses everything about me, like my being talkative and sharing him everything in my thoughts. Honestly, I kinda missed my old self too. Now i put restrictions to myself since i got married. Im not young anymore and should take more precautions in my relationship with my partner in life.

But he is always reminding me of my old self and somehow I realized that im losing myself little by little. He made me realized my worth. But then again i know he just wanted to make it with me, he only wants to get intimate with me. I am not a fool to believed him of his feelings towards me now. It could be true or he is just playing around. I dont want to assumed that he really meant what he is saying. Even saying that he'd see me soon, that he'd find me wherever i am, that he'd take me back, he is such a crazy guy. Living in the illusion that i still love him and that i just dont want to admit it to myself?! Thats insane. I mean he is a married man for God sake and Im a committed wife its not on my league to be a mistress. I hate that kind of thought. I just pity his wife for what he is doing behind her back. Its already a form of cheating even if there's no physical contact in between us. He said that he is dreaming of those moments with me in bed. Even if its just in his thoughts. And he had dreams of me always on his sleep. Its far more a sin to love someone aside from your own spouse. The heart's that beat for someone is the scary part. Its a form of betrayal. Its my opinion and its my own principle. I am a one man woman. One can only love one person and not two or more. You can care for everyone but love to only one. And i directly told him that. He knows my love for my husband is pure and i love him so much. I just wished i could share my thoughts like this matter to my husband without him judging me or thinking in advanced of what Im feeling and trust me too.

On the other hand though i felt flattered by his admiration towards me, knowing he has these kind of feelings towards me.. such attention can keep me alive for awhile. Feeling like a teenager once more. Those kind of attention i wished for my husband to give to me. He could have been a perfect husband then. But someone else does it.. and Im not that happy to received it from someone. It may be called a midlife crisis. Maybe he is bored with his wife and wanting to fill that empty space in his heart. I totally understand how he feels, but he needs to control it for the sake of his own children and the future of his own family even his own future. Anyway, i hope this person could finally realized that were through and im not gonna see him anytime in the future. He maybe the last man i would want to see when this world ends. If Im still alive by then. This phrase that tells "Regret is always at the end." is really true and applicable in everyone's life.